What if I make a mistake in my raising you?
What if you don’t turn out to be a good human?
Because I know you’re alot like me, I know that I’ll make alot of mistakes
I know you’ll be shy, selfish and have insecurities
I know you’ll be defiant, bossy and have loads of questions
I know, that you too, will make mistakes
But what if I make the biggest one?
The one where I cannot steer you in the right direction?
Where I fail to protect you?
Where I fall short of guidance?
What if I make the worst mistake?
Letting you rule?
For 5 you’re headstrong
I do not hit you
I do not shout at you
Is this a lackluster way of non – discipline?
Should I discipline you?
To give myself a 50 / 50 chance of getting this right?
What if I raise you and you turn out meh?
You have no compassion?
What if I make the mistake as a parent to not raise a good child?
How do I make sure you stay good (ish)?
My child, what if I make a mistake?