I got a promotion (yay me). No, not yay me. More like, what the fuck me. I am EXHAUSTED!
Overworked and tired. I lack the motivation to start anything before 10am and by 2pm, my brain has switched off. I can barely get up in the morning. I stay feeling sick but never actually get sick. I black out at times. Sometimes even when I am driving. I put things off. Important things. Work related and personal things. I am overwhelmed. I am bored. I am tired. So freakin tired. I just want to do nothing. Jack shit! I don’t even want to focus. I just want to relax. I don’t even know if I want to relax. I just want to do something that requires me to do nothing. I’m suppose to exercise and eat healthier but I first need to find the balance within my routine life before I try and venture to a healthier more slim me. Yay for promotion. Nay for the fuckload of work.